it's been a month nung huli kami magkita, Ewan ko, love at first sight daw sabi ng iba, impossible! ganun ba kadali maramdam yung love? well, i admit, i'm super duper attracted to him during our camp. nakakaatawa man, pero nung last day na, halos maiyak-iyak na ko sa lungkot, "paara akong iniwan ng pinaka-mamahal ko" ganun yung pakiraamdaam, kung iisipn mo, masyadong OA, exaggerated, di ba? pero, it was a different thing, pero i can't call it L-O-V-E maybe i'm just missing that kind of feeling, since its more than a year when i ended my relationship with someone... so i guess, its nothing... yeah right, its nothing,... but still not over him, though i know he has someone in his life, i don't care, he's just nothing to me, but i can't resist thinking him i discovered things about him that i really hate but still, here i am wishing to see him again... and now... i went somewhere and expecting nothing... but it was nothing, it's just HIM... the REASON of my SMILES...
 june 23, 2009dream come true... i had now my own laptop... it was one of the best birthday gift i had... i prayed it to God for a long time, and now He answered me, God is truly, a faithful God... He knows our needs, and He will give it at the right time... He always wanted the best for us... thank GOD for YOUR goodness....You are my provider...
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june 23, 2009