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it's been a month nung huli kami magkita, Ewan ko, love at first sight daw sabi ng iba, impossible! ganun ba kadali maramdam yung love? well, i admit, i'm super duper attracted to him during our camp. nakakaatawa man, pero nung last day na, halos maiyak-iyak na ko sa lungkot, "paara akong iniwan ng pinaka-mamahal ko" ganun yung pakiraamdaam, kung iisipn mo, masyadong OA, exaggerated, di ba? pero, it was a different thing, pero i can't call it L-O-V-E maybe i'm just missing that kind of feeling, since its more than a year when i ended my relationship with someone... so i guess, its nothing... yeah right, its nothing,... but still not over him, though i know he has someone in his life, i don't care, he's just nothing to me, but i can't resist thinking him i discovered things about him that i really hate but still, here i am wishing to see him again... and now... i went somewhere and expecting nothing... but it was nothing, it's just HIM... the REASON of my SMILES...

Monday, July 20, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

AnswEred prAyEr

Friday, July 17, 2009 Permalink1 Comment

happy father's day

LAKAS NG ISANG AMA


Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa lapad ng kaniyang mga balikat.
Ito’y nadarama sa higpit ng kaniyang mga yakap.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa lagong at lakas ng kaniyang boses.
Kundi sa marahan niyang tinig.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa dami ng kaniyang mga kabarkada.
Ito’y sa kung paano siya makisama sa kaniyang mga anak.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa kung paano siya tinitingala ng
kaniyang mga ka-opisina. Ito’y sa kung paano siya iginagalang sa tahanan.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa kung gaano siya katindi sumuntok.
Ito’y sa mapagmahal niyang haplos.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa lago ng buhok sa kaniyang dibdib.
Ito’y sa laki ng pusong tinitibok ay pag-ibig.

Ang lakas ng isang ama’y hindi sa bigat ng kaniyang binubuhat.
Ito’y sa mga kabigatang kaya niyang bathin.

Ang lakas ng isang ama ay hindi sa dami ng babaeng kaniyang pina-ibig.
Ito’y kung gaano siya katapat magmahal sa kaniyang natatanging kabiyak.

Friday, June 19, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

♥♥ Life Lessons ♥♥

I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.

Thursday, April 30, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

♥♥ MOVED ON ♥♥

It's almost a year when i broke up with my boyfriend...
And living my life without his footprints beside me is an achievement!
A victory for a person who tried to obey what God wanted me to do.
At first, i thought it would be easy, but as time passes by, i felt the pain and the loneliness.
It seems I'm living in this world all alone.
Doing things all by myself.
Until i realized, I've been too attached with him, which made me forget how to live life on my own.
One year has passed.
Different emotions. Unexpected situations. Strangers became best of friends. Discovered a more colorful and meaningful life.
I take it as an opportunity to serve God as single. Because I believe that, committing myself in a serious relationship might be a distraction.
And that is based on my experiences with him. I've been through with different struggles in that relationship, because of some factors that contradict my beliefs, principles in life, the environment I used to live and so many things that causes us to end our relationship.
I never regret doing the right thing, because it freed me. And i know that's the best way I could obey and please GOD, as well as my mom and dad.
Moving on, would I say one of the hardest part in one's life, the most painful process that i must survive,. Yet, God is so good, he never fails to give me grace to surpass all those.
There were times i asked HIM, why HE let me feel all the pains, heartaches and frustrations.
And GOD reminded me of one thing;

"IT'S YOUR CHOICE MY CHILD, YOU CHOOSE TO FOLLOW YOUR OWN WILL AND NOT MY WILL FOR YOU."

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

♥ DEAR DIARY ♥

nakakapagod itong araw na ito,
pero sa totoo lang maghapon ako nakaharap sa pc,
mataas na siguro bill namin sa kuryente hehehe
ewan ko ba, para kasi akong nakawala sa hawla,
parang gusto ko ma-enjoy ung pagkakataon na wala akong pasok,
gusto ko mag unwind muna,
pero ewan ko ba, parang hindi tama,
parang kailangan ko mag-aral,
parang ang dami ko pang dapat gawin, hay so bad talaga...
gusto ko mag-aral pero hindi ko magawa...hehehe
buhay nga naman,
tapos eto and dami ko pang iniisip,
sana sa mga susunod na araw sipagin na ako,
hirap pala kapag school days wala na ko gnwa kundi mag-aral ! mag-aral!
kaya pag nakapag bakasyon bongga!
hehehe

Friday, April 3, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

♥♥ heartaches ♥♥

Letting Go of the Person you’ve learned to love

Sabi nila, pagmahal mo ang isang tao, set him/her free. Oo madaling sabihin, pero paano kung ikaw na nag nasa sitwasyon, kaya mo kayang pakawalan ang taong natutunan mo nang mahalin? Oo, mahirap, masakit ang hayaang mawala ang taong espesyal sa’yo at naging parte ng buhay mo. Pero minsan, kailangan mong gawin para sa ikasasaya niya, sa ikabubuti niya at ng sitwasyon.

Trying to hide what you really feel

In short, pretending. Marami sa atin mahilig mag-pretend. Pero ang pinakamasakit sa lahat ay ang magpretend na di mo mahal ang isang tao, na wala kang pakialam sa kanya, pero diyan sa puso mo, para bang sasabog na yang puso mo sa tuwing nakikita mo siya, tapos sa tuwing kakausapin ka niya halos di ka na makasalita at kung minsan pinapakita mo na u don’t care for him/her pero ang totoo, di ka na makatulog sa kaiisip mo sa kanya kung ok lang ba siya. Huwag mo na kasi pahirapan sarili mo, bakit ba di mo pakita at paramdam yung talagang nararamdaman mo. Kung mahal mo siya sabihin mo, sige ka baka dumating yung panahon na masasabi mo na lang na, sana noon pa.

Loving a person to much

Ika nga, lahat ng sobra ay masama. Minsan sa buhay natin, di na natin namamalayan na may mga pagkakataon na nagmamahal na tayo ng sobra. Yung tipong wala nang natira para sa sarili natin. Na siyang minsang nagiging ugat kung bakit tayo nasasaktan at kung bakit tayo umiiyak. Ituring na lang natin na yung mga sakit na iyon ang aral para sa atin, na sa susunod magtira naman tayo para sa ating sarili. Oo, masarap daw magmahal at maskit din, pero alam mo ba kung bakit ka nasasaktan? Yun ay dahil nagmahal ka nang sobra na pati sarili mo ay nalimutan mo na.

Loving a person you can never really have

Bakit ganun? Kung sino pa minsan yung minahal mo nang sobra, siya pa yung kahit kailan ay hindi magiging iyo. Sabi nga, kapag nagmahal ka wag kang maghintay nang kapalit. Masakit man isipin na yung totoong minahal mo ay kahit kailan di ka kayang mahalin. Mahal mo, pero kaibigan ka lang niya. Sakit di ba? Minsan nakakapagod, at may mga pagkakataon na gusto mo na sumuko dahil alam mong di mo rin makukuha ang puso at atensyon niya. Minsan, di mo magawang di umasa na baka isang araw ay mahalin ka rin niya, gaya nang pagmamahal mo sa kanya. Pilitin mo mang kalimutan siya pero di mo magawa. Bakit di mo ba siya pwedeng mahalin nang di niya alam? Di ba pwede. Huwag mo pilitin kalimutan siya, hayaan mong dumating ang araw na naklimutan mo na pala siya.

Falling in love with someone you didn’t mean to fall in love with

May mga pagkakataong di man natin ginusto mahalin ang isang tao, pero minahal natin sila nang di sinasadya. Noong una akala mo, kaibigan mo lang siya, at sinabi mo rin sa sarili mo na kahit kailan, di mo siya mamahalin, pero ano ngayon? Sino ang tinitibok ng puso mo? Di ba siya? Oo, masakit kasi, alam mong di kayo pwede o maaring may nag-mamay-ari na sa kanya pero minahal mo pa rin siya nang di mo sinasadya. Kahit kailan di natin pwede diktahan ang ating puso, pigilan mo mang mahalin siya pagdating sa huli siya pa rin ang hahanapin mo. Hayaan mo ang sarili mong mahalin siya, pero alamin mo kung ano man yung mga limitasyon mo, at hangga’t maari iwasan mong makasakit ng iba.

Thursday, April 2, 2009 Permalink0 Comment

♥♥ IN GOD'S PERFECT TIME ♥♥

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