♥♥ MOVED ON ♥♥
It's almost a year when i broke up with my boyfriend...
And living my life without his footprints beside me is an achievement!
A victory for a person who tried to obey what God wanted me to do.
At first, i thought it would be easy, but as time passes by, i felt the pain and the loneliness.
It seems I'm living in this world all alone.
Doing things all by myself.
Until i realized, I've been too attached with him, which made me forget how to live life on my own.
One year has passed.
Different emotions. Unexpected situations. Strangers became best of friends. Discovered a more colorful and meaningful life.
I take it as an opportunity to serve God as single. Because I believe that, committing myself in a serious relationship might be a distraction.
And that is based on my experiences with him. I've been through with different struggles in that relationship, because of some factors that contradict my beliefs, principles in life, the environment I used to live and so many things that causes us to end our relationship.
I never regret doing the right thing, because it freed me. And i know that's the best way I could obey and please GOD, as well as my mom and dad.
Moving on, would I say one of the hardest part in one's life, the most painful process that i must survive,. Yet, God is so good, he never fails to give me grace to surpass all those.
There were times i asked HIM, why HE let me feel all the pains, heartaches and frustrations.
And GOD reminded me of one thing;
"IT'S YOUR CHOICE MY CHILD, YOU CHOOSE TO FOLLOW YOUR OWN WILL AND NOT MY WILL FOR YOU."
