♥LiVInG WItH ReGReTS!!!♥
Why do i still feel this?
Am i reaLLy free?
Or i am still captivated of all your memories?
I always ask God ,
Do these feelings pleases Him?
Am i too wicked, if i feel this way?
Do i have the right to feel all these?
All i know is that "i hate you!"
And i regret that i have loved you!
That i wasted all my time, my love and my sacrifices!
Every morning as i wake up, i always ask myself...
What's wrOng with me?
What happenEd to jhAi?
The REAL ONE?
WhErE arE yOu now?
StartiNg aLL ovEr again
Finding myself to nowhEre,
TryiNg to bRiNg baCk thE reAl me...
SiNce i have loved you..
My wOrld became too miserable
I've been contolled by you
i even forget the real me!
"The one who is too carEful in dEcision making"
"A woman who staNd on wHat is riGht"
"A daughter who always triEs heR best to oBey her paRents"
" A fRiEnd whO sTays beside thEm"
"A gOod listenEr"
" A passionate musician"
"A writEr who unleash herself in writing"
"A student who only focus on her studies"
ALL OF THESE WERE GONE...
FROM THE DAY I STARTED LOVING YOU!
JHAI WAS GONE...
And hEre now,
A WOMAN WEARING HER PAINTED MASK,
WHO TRIED TO PLEASE THE MAN,
WHOM SHE THOUGHT THE RIGHT ONE!
And with the winK of aN eye...
Everything was gOne!
WORTHLESS SACRIFICES!!!!
